Syukran Ya Allah.
Passed both initial stages with one attempt.
One more stage to go.
But, the conflict remained.
Am I (financially) ready for this pay cut post due to 'unclear potential' bright future?
Am I (mentally) ready for random quick environment changes (after changes)?
Am I (emotionally) ready for well-known gov ('so-called-improved') working environment?
Am I ready to be part away from my beloved coming daughter?
Should I or should not?
Anyway, there still one more stage to go.
and there is nothing sure that they will choose me as sometimes i do not sure should i choose them or not too!
For now, I abandon this thinking process first.
Let them be my problem next couple of month, if there is.
If not, I still looking good here.
Life have no end, until i reach the next check point.
A call from Lord of Mankind (Allah). A death call.
Unavoidable non-schedule call.